The
first time I saw him was in dilapidated tavern which remotely bore a
resemblance of brothel with erotic placards hung loosely over the walls. The rusted
fan failed to cool the customers and the room gradually teemed up assorted
sweats. His deep socketed blood shot eyes and high cheek bones brought me dreadful
impression. No doubt, he was no lesser than what I have long before doubted.
I
feared the idea of befriending his company. But as a first timer in distant
East, I had no other choices than to know him better with each passing day. Somehow,
we got linked through our common friends.
Since
he was couple of years elder to me, I revered him like I did to my own kin. However,
He never revealed his good name and insisted me to call “dost” because he found
it cool by that name and I already thought it fool.
Despite
his decent status and beautiful quarter to house in, he was not happy. What was
going astray wondered me? Although he didn’t make any mention of what was wrong
with him, I was confident that it would come unfurling sometime later. Hence I
didn’t dare to ask either.
His
reckless splurging of money on procuring stuffs and getting stoned everyday gave
me no room for going beyond than usual.
How
could he be so sumptuous, spending huge amount on something that is of no good
to him? In my eyes, I saw him buying early death and living many days at a time.
To my dismay, he was even ready to spare his everyday necessities and travel
miles in search of doses only to seek fugitive joy.
One
time, he toured me around his friends place. They all had one thing in common-
a portrait of Bob Marley to which all of them were greatly influenced. Hardly
anybody cared for what was there in the dinner. How they were going to get the
next stock was their concern.
Sadly,
I have watched plenty of the amateurs spewing out what they have just forcefully
inhaled in and saw them get tortured like poisoned rats. Only few wise could
make their way out of the league. Many morons found it cool like my friend once
did and committed every evening simply to power up what they proudly called
capacity.
Alas!
It paid the final price. Before I could grasp him further, he was fired from
job. After that, his presence became extinct.
Intriguingly,
a man in whom I saw death once is now living by the high morale. I met him last
winter. Eyes which were once blood red became hopeful and life which was once
unlit got lighted now. He was refined and had put on lots of weight.
Since
his French leave, he had been helping people from all walks of life with his
experiences in drugging and extricated many from the dope way. I looked up to
his noble deeds with great admiration almost forgetting the wound of his memories.
I
offered prayers for his sobriety and way before I could say goodbye, he talked
a book “The miracle of life” authored by him.
I
am hopeful that the book will hold treasures for those caught in the mesh of
addiction and bring miracle like it had to him.
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